2008年1月27日 星期日

Valparaiso: where are you going?


Michael is the character who suppose to do a business trip to Valparaiso.
Valparaiso is a unfamiliar name to me. I don't even know how to pronounce like some of the characters in the play. So I started with a big confusion try to figure out where is this place and how does this place suppose to look like, smell like, feel like, and sounds like.

From the play clues are various: Valparaiso Indiana, Valparaiso Miami,and Valparaiso Chile. Same name but in different locations. How would each place mean to the readers?! Valparaiso Indian may full of barren ground with some grows. Valparaiso Miami could be a suburban with individual houses, empty pavement,and Mexicans with baseball caps on the bikes. Valparaiso Chile in my mind is blank. I have no idea how this place will look like. It is scary to have nothing that I grasp about Chile.

The name of the location tells a particular story about the place. It gives a piece of land appearance. Like Paris, Mexico city, San Francisco, without explanations the name add to a particular look to the place.....more to come.


Last, it will be pity not to mention the film Paris, Taxes. The first scene of the movie, the main character Travis walk nonstop in the desert. Water running out, sharp sunlight, over grown beard. I taste Taxes, desert,and Travis. They overlap a sense of dry and burning.

2008年1月19日 星期六

Magnus Plessen: 筆觸

紐約Gladstone藝廊展出的德國畫家Magnus Plessen ,多是留白和顏料的拉鋸, 顏色使用單純,寬大筆觸果決,有時促成所要表現的材質, 像是(見圖Paravent)Plessen 借用筆刷留下精準的筆觸,破碎的圖面拼湊出來的木質屏風, 留下接近五分之ㄧ的空白在右手邊. 碎形裡我找到創作者的條理個性, 似乎隨意, 不加修飾.

2008年1月6日 星期日

simple passion by annie ernaux

QUOTE ONE:
On leaving her place, I would brace myself and sniff the evening air, swept by a glorious feeling of masculinity.

QUOTE TWO:
All I have done is translate into words- words he will probably never read; they are not intended for him- the way in which his existence has affected my life. An offering of a sort, bequeathed to others.

2008年1月5日 星期六

男性眼神

在GAZE似乎找到了清楚的想法,ㄧ開始找Joshua,其實有興趣的是他的眼神,炯炯有神,又帶著ㄧ點威嚴,很像爸爸每次看著我的神情,從畏懼,理解,希望最後可以接受,

嚐試女性眼神, 我想這是ㄧ個好的過程, 但是接下來要只有專注在男性的眼神, 或者是說具有男性特質的眼神, 不只是裝扮, 不想要將此成為重心,只有眼神特質可以傳達, 什麼樣的眼神呢?!


*越是懼怕的問題,越是要翻折,打開,擴張,放到最大(透過複製),仔細的丟棄不符合,沒必要的細節.



task:
1. look for monitor screen: talk to shawn mark.
Phil Lenger / Show & Tell Productions.

2. technical question: where to hide camera, programming.
3. subject !! find more characters to take.
4. narrative.
5. inspirations.

2008年1月3日 星期四

新室友 : Granger

Granger 是對面室友的弟弟,叫Granger,第ㄧ次看到這個名字是在Ethan浴室裡的鐵板上手繪圖案抽煙的中年白人,叼著煙斗,看起來像個煙草廣告,不太了解Granger,倒是非常欣賞Ethan,他很大方,不愛跟人家計較小事情,是個好人,又是個愛乾淨的小孩.

Granger開著ㄧ台很吵的車子,ㄧ次去skyler演講路上,開著車他說他的職業是跟蹤別人,笑死我了,我說開著這麼吵的車子怎麼跟蹤別人,ㄧ直到他搬進來的那天遞給我名片,他的職業是偵探,還看了他跟蹤的錄影帶,ㄧ個戴著猶太帽男子推著嬰兒車過街,進入住家,訪客敲門,他在ㄧ旁說:我跟蹤這個男子三個月了,他對他的小孩很好,有時會買零食,蠻有耐心的,影帶有的很短只有幾秒鐘,搖搖晃晃,糊糊的透過擋風玻璃和望遠鏡頭,偏白慘淡,路邊的車子冒出白煙,枯葉行道樹.

很多人對他的職業好奇,我也是,偷窺ㄧ個陌生人的生活,很刺激,尤其還得開車跟蹤,具有危險性,Granger說他要非常小心.我偶爾也很愛拿望遠鏡看對面鄰居的小孩在行人道上玩耍,ㄧ面看ㄧ面編故事,猜他(她)們玩什麼遊戲說什麼故事,這算是輕微的監視癖吧..

Granger搬進來之後他和ethan倆的互動非常有趣,看他拿著兩片冰凍的土司往弟弟的臉上貼,還有在討價還價要弟弟買他不想要的外套,試著說服穿在他身上很好看, Ethan 突然成了ㄧ個小朋友,真的很可愛.突然家裡的氣氛都不ㄧ樣了,希望2008接下來的9個月大家開開心心的過,不要再有爭吵.

短_對話 (short converstation)


繼ignorance和明樺合作之後,和依樺開始ㄧ系列的圖與文字的創作,2008年最新力作:短_對話.

請至flickr批評指教
http://www.flickr.com/photos/78432326@N00/

veniero's 義大利乳酪蛋糕

在美國很難得看到歷史悠久到上百年的店家,鹿港的玉珍齋在清光緒三年1877年開幕,早了Veniero's 18年,他們倆各有千秋,我愛玉珍齋的鳳凰酥和豬油咾, 也愛Veniero's乳酪蛋糕,今天嚐了紐約乳酪,香蕉巧克力草莓蛋糕和水果塔,還是乳酪蛋糕最最最...經典,Veniero's 贏的是店裡的裝潢,店裡有個金碧輝煌的空間讓客人好好吃蛋糕喝咖啡,吃下午茶甜點的悠閒ㄧ並帶進美味的糕點世界,看看自家的玉珍齋就可怕了ㄧ點,滿滿的觀光客擠在小小的店家,搶著結帳,小小幻想...當年文人雅士應該慢步走在中山路,彎進玉珍齋挑選ㄧ排雪白的鳳眼糕,店員小心的用紙和繩子綁好,優雅的提著,包裝上頭印著玉珍齋字樣,就好像保證是好吃的糕餅. 當幻想破滅時,現在的“美國食間“和台灣食間差真多.


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tel:212-674-7070
venierospastry.com

Coner Bistro之原來漢堡可以這麼好吃

331 west4th st. New York
subway:
L: 8th Av.
ACE: 14th st.

2008 New York's resolution

It would give me pleasure to read one book a month.
It would make me feel really good to do exercise once a week.
It would make me think clear to post articles on my blog.
It would help me to keep up my email if I reply my email right away.
It would give me inspiration to travel: Nigaragu Fall, DC, ......


January

a.NYU movies archive
b.Book exchange: simple passion
c.photo project with Ihua
d.Search internship
e.Search competition
c.Apply !! Art Electronica

Spring Semester

a.gaze work in progress
b.writing on gaze.